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5"3/160cm 114lbs

ugw by halloween: 98lbs

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welcome to my blog

what i want to do is in the title. i dont like my body, i want to look good for halloween. its a pretty simple idea. if i have to keep this blog i might feel more motivated. (REALLY WORKED THE LAST FEW TIMES HUH?) ive done this same thing and similar diet many many times, but this time im going nuclear. im setting up a rewards chart that i will follow up on, aswell as not spend a dime outside of. my routine will be work, pratice bass, work out, eat and then do anything else. i need this routine

here I talk about my ED. I half made this so all my disordered thoughts and feelings dont leak out and burden others. The other reason is i just really enjoy designing and coding websites and wanted to make a new one.

I talk a lot about numbers and other potentially triggering things so if you dont want to read about that then this is not the place for you!

guideline

this is the guide im using, it will not go exactly like this. i might eat more or less one day. i might not work out one day, etc etc, but generally if i do this right it should go kind of like this. 98lbs isnt even the lowest weight i have been so i know i can get there. this is with light exersize, 800 calories a day, with a starting weight at 114lbs. the highest weight ive been in a awhile.

bellow is the moderate exersize plan and the no exersize plan for reference for how things can go if i vary a LOT.

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